Do you think you might have a drinking problem and are wondering whether Alcoholics Anonymous is the best place for you? Then this is the post for you. I am going to take a deep dive into everything AA warts and all.
This is a big post. Clocking in at over 4000 words. Once you have finished reading hopefully you will know everything you need to know about AA. However if you want to know more I have linked to a number of other places throughout so that you can keep reading to decide if AA is right for you.
Before we dive on into it I wanted to give this little disclaimer:
I regularly attend AA meetings and generally recommend them to other people. I do not however strictly adhere to the 12 step program. I mainly go to be around other people who have been through the same issues as I have. I find the frank, open sharing and conversations to be of great help to me and hope that my presence is a great help to others. As for the rest of AA’s program I very much believe in “Take what you need and leave the rest behind”.
I have tried to be as objective as possible while still providing my opinion on certain matters. Definitely keep that in mind when deciding if AA is something you wish to try.
So now let’s take a look at all things Alcoholics Anonymous:
Contents
What is AA?
“Alcoholics Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who share their experience, strength and hope with each other that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from alcoholism.
The only requirement for membership is a desire to stop drinking. There are no dues or fees for AA membership; we are self-supporting through our own contributions.
AA is not allied with any sect, denomination, politics, organisation or institution; does not wish to engage in any controversy; neither endorses nor opposes any causes. Our primary purpose is to stay sober and help other alcoholics to achieve sobriety.”
That is the official version from the AA’s own website.
In simple terms AA is a gathering of people who suffer (or have suffered) from alcohol abuse problems.
Individual meetings can be started by anyone so it is unwise to expect all meetings to be conducted the same. That being said most of the meetings that I have been to have been centered around a passage from the big book and then sharing amongst the group about how everyone is getting along with their sobriety and in completing the 12 steps.
What are the 12 Steps?
The 12 step program is AA’s recommended recovery program. The idea is that working through these steps will help you in remaining sober.
- We admitted we were powerless over alcohol – that our lives had become unmanageable.
- Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.
- Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.
- Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.
- Admitted to God, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.
- Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.
- Humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings.
- Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.
- Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.
- Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it.
- Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.
- Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to alcoholics and to practice these principles in all our affairs.
The first thing that probably jumped out at you is the religious aspect. The number of references to God and a Higher Power really doesn’t gel with the fact that AA is supposedly a non-religious organization.
This is brought up in meetings all the time. And I always hear the same answer.
“Alcoholics Anonymous is a spiritual program. You should follow the steps using God as you understand him. If that is through traditional Christian faith then fine. If it is through some other religion also fine. Atheists or Agnostics can put their faith in anything they want, just as long as its something that is ‘bigger than them’ and something you can let go of your alcoholism to.”
When I was first trying to work the steps I took my higher power to be ‘the collective wisdom of people who have come before me’. The idea being that I was turning my will and my life over to the care of people who had been through the same struggles I had been going through.
Here is a great post that goes deeper into the 12 steps and the ‘higher power’ written by someone who is agnostic. It comes from Reddit. I would attribute the user but it appears as though they have deleted their account. Shame really as the answer is really incredible.
History of AA, the 12 Steps and the Big Book
What to expect
As I mentioned before, while AA exists as an organisation with guiding principles and programs, each meeting is different. Each meeting will be shaped by the person or persons running the meeting and their personalities will be felt throughout the meeting setup. But its not just the leaders; the people who go to the meeting, the location of the meeting, the time of day, hell even the type of building can affect how the meeting goes.
All that being said though most meetings will follow the same general format.
Before the meeting – There will be people stood around outside smoking (lots of smokers in AA I’ve found). Inside there will be people stood around talking and drinking coffee (lots of coffee is drank in AA also – or tea over on this side of the pond)
If you feel comfortable go up and talk to people. If not don’t worry just find a seat and wait for the meeting to begin.
At this point someone might notice you, particularly if the meeting is small, and ask if you are a member or just visiting.
It is important here that you answer that you are a member. This is because some meetings are only open to people with alcohol problems. These are called “Closed Meetings”. If you were to say you were only a visitor you may be asked to leave.
Other meetings are open to all people, not just members. These are “Open Meetings”. Open meetings will often be attended by friends and family, but also by people in related fields like social workers and law enforcement. People whose lives are affected by alcohol abuse but do not necessarily have alcohol issues themselves.
Remember membership only requires that you have a desire to stop drinking. Just saying you are a member will be enough. You wont be interrogated to see if you belong there.
Start of the Meeting – Whoever is running the meeting will often get everyone corralled and the meeting begins. This is usually the part were any admin is performed. If there is anything that needs to be communicated such as the building being closed for the next meeting or a change in time it will be done here.
Next comes the preamble:
“Alcoholics Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who share their experience, strength and hope with each other that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from alcoholism. The only requirement for membership is a desire to stop drinking”
Then they will ask if there are any new members joining this week. Feel free to stay quiet during this part if you don’t feel like speaking up. If you do speak up you will probably receive some literature and a list of local meetings. I didn’t speak up my first meeting and just went up at the end and asked for the literature. I am glad I did it this way because the following week when someone did speak up to say they were new the discussion seemed to focus on them and whenever anyone shared they would be speaking to the new person. I would find that very discomforting so I am glad I kept quiet and got my literature at the end.
The Big Book – After the admin tasks are out of the way there is usually a reading from ‘The Big Book‘.
Now depending on how your meeting is formatted there is often time after the reading for the group to discuss as a whole what they thought about the reading. There are some meetings where the entire focus of the meeting is in-depth discussion on the big book. While other meetings will breeze right past it and straight into the sharing.
Either way these discussions are usually for the whole group so feel free to dive in with any thoughts you might have. Just don’t talk over people. Let everyone have their say.
Sharing – After any big book discussion comes the sharing time. This is the part you will be most familiar with. It’s the part that you always see on TV.
“Hi, I’m Mike I’m an alcoholic”
“Hi Mike”
Now I have been to many different meetings in many different places. While I don’t share that often when I do nobody has ever made any mention of me not saying the “I’m an alcoholic” part. They have also never made a fuss about me not sharing if I did not want to. If called on I just say “no thanks I am hear to listen today” and the group moves on.
Obviously not all groups are the same, and there are dicks everywhere. AA being no exception. So your experience may differ.
If you want to share then that’s great. Just wait for an opening, introduce yourself and start talking about what ever is on your mind. Otherwise sit back and listen to others.
Shares are supposed to be about your sobriety and how you are dealing with it (possibly referring to the big book reading at the beginning of the meeting). But since people’s triggers can be pretty much anything you will find that shares will be as varied as the people doing the sharing.
Some people will talk about their family life, others their careers, others will talk about ‘the bad old days’. Whatever is going to help keep that person sober is generally allowed.
AA Serenity Prayer – “God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference”
There’s that God reference again. This time in a prayer as well. I’m not big on the religious feel to the serenity prayer so I give it a miss. Again nobody – in my meetings – has ever commented about me not taking part in the prayer.
I have witnessed other people replace God when they repeat the prayer. Often replacing with their higher power (as discussed earlier). So instead they would say things like
“Life, grant me…”
“Universe, grant me…”
“Faith, grant me…”
Or alternatively just skipping the God bit altogether.
“Grant me the serenity…”
“I seek the serenity…”
Other than the God bit I actually quite like the serenity prayer. It instills in us…
Acceptance – the prayer guides us to accept that some things are just not in our control. Notably our ability to drink responsibly.
Courage – the prayer tells us we should be brave, break out of our comfort zones and make our lives better where we can
Wisdom – the prayer acknowledges that sometimes the things we should accept and the things we need to change will not be clear to us so we must be smart in determining which is which.
So overall a nice positive message. In the meetings I have been to the prayer is said at the end of the meeting and then everybody goes their own ways.
If it is your first time this would be a good opportunity to speak to the group organizers and pick up any literature. Definitely ask for the local meeting guide. This will be a list of all the local meetings; when they are, where they are, what type of meetings they are (Open/Closed) and the contact details of the meeting organizers.
AA Mottos
Alcoholics Anonymous members have a ton of mottos. I don’t really know why that is but it’s true. There are tens of snappy catchphrases to describe many different scenarios.
My theory is that because a lot of the people at these meetings have such similar experiences that they are easy to categorize and saying the motto saves from having to rehash the same things over and over.
Which can sometimes be daunting for new people since they won’t have a clue what is going on. Like me when I sit in an I.T meeting at work.
Here are the most common mottos you will hear (hit the comments section at the bottom of this post and add your own!)
Take What You Need And Leave The Rest Behind
Going sober isn’t a one size fits all process. What works for me might work for you but it might not. It’s important you remember this when you are in meetings. Just because you hear someone say they did X and it helped them quit. This does not mean you need to also do X. Take the wisdom and the advice that works for you. And leave the rest.
One Day At A Time (use the 24 hour plan)
How do you eat an elephant? – One bite at a time.
How do you get sober? – One day at a time.
Some people see the big numbers and think it is just impossible. 1 year sober seems like a fantasy. But 24 hours sober. That’s doable.
So do 24 hours.
Then focus on the next 24 hours. Keep going one day at a time and that one year will have creeped up on your before you know it.
Nothing Changes If Nothing Changes
if you do what you always did you’ll get what you always got. Pretty simple really. You can’t just carry on with your life as is and expect sobriety to just happen. No you need to be proactive in your approach. Change what needs to be changed.
Keep It Simple Stupid
Sobriety is about not drinking alcohol. That’s it. Why complicate things. Try not to do too many things at once. Just focus on the big ticket item. Keep it simple.
It Works If You Work It
If you follow the steps you will succeed.
This Too Shall Pass
What ever it is we are suffering from will eventually subside. As all things that have bothered us in the past have done so.
Let Go and Let God
Basically just a different telling of Step 3. It means to let go of your worries and hand yourself over to God or your higher power.
Progress, not perfection
Pobody’s nerfect and trying to be is often worse in the long run as you start to sweat every single step or mistake. Instead of trying to be perfect just try to be better. Be better today than yesterday.
One Drink Is Too Many And A Thousand Is Not Enough
If we could stop at one we wouldn’t be going to AA. So that first drink is one drink too many. But once you’ve had that drink you will be thinking that a thousand is not enough.
Whatever I Put Before My Recovery I Will Lose
Your recovery should be your number one priority. Anything you rate higher than your sobriety will be lost if you lose your sobriety.
It’s The First Drink That Gets You Drunk
As alcohol abusers we know the first drink is just that. The first. The first of many. There is no 1 drink. So just taking that first drink is a signal saying that we are going to get drunk today.
Criticisms of AA
AA is religious
We’ve spoke about this a few times in this post. With the multitude of references to God throughout their literature, the prayers, close affiliations with churches and their foundations with the Oxford Group it’s hard to argue that AA isn’t religious regardless of what the official stance is.
Proponents of AA will tell you that AA isn’t religious and the 12 steps are not a religious program but a spiritual one. You don’t need to believe that there is a God as such but you need to have a belief in a higher power of some kind.
For me this is a distinction without a difference really. I’m not looking to have a religious (or spiritual rather) experience. I am looking to stop drinking.
But if the spiritualistic nature of the program is what works for others then I can tolerate those parts of the meeting and take what I need from the other parts.
AA teaches us that we are helpless
Step 1 – We admitted we were powerless over alcohol
This part of the program has never sat right with me. It feels counter-intuitive.
I am happy to admit that I had a problem with drinking and that it was out of control. And that if I were to drink again today that problem would resurface.
But if I am powerless over alcohol wouldn’t that mean I could not stop myself from drinking today.
If I am powerless how can I be comfortably and happily sober right now.
I think the message coming from support groups like AA needs to be about the empowerment of individuals not this depowerment that occurs. We need to know that we have the power to quit drinking.
Take back the power we have given to alcohol.
AA members can be ruthlessly over zealous
Admittedly I have never seen this myself. Every meeting I have ever taken part in has always been run smoothly and with very few exceptions full of nice, friendly people.
However you do not need to look far for horror stories about overzealous members.
Like the guy who was told he was still a junkie for taking his prescribed medicine
Or the person who told a happily sober person they would fail if they didn’t go back to meetings
Or this member who is worried about going back because of pushy zealots
All of these people have been helped by the program and are no doubt sincere in their belief, but they are so caught up in the 12 steps being the only way to sobriety that they don’t stop to think that they may be doing more harm than good in their approach.
Obviously none of these actions are condoned by AA and the people responsible would likely be shunned in any normal meeting.
Which leads us onto another issue…
AA has no quality control
All AA meetings are run with relative autonomy from the ‘Head Office’. If you want to run an AA meeting tomorrow you can do. There are no membership roles, no dues, no criteria for joining other than ‘a desire to stop drinking’.
While this has allowed AA meetings to flourish worldwide (something I am immensely grateful for) it also means that the quality of meetings can vary drastically. I have been to some shitshows of meetings in my day whereas the meeting I attend now is run really well.
It also means that, as you will in life, you are going to run into your fair share of scumbags. Like the 13 steppers or the time bullies.
AA success rate may be as low as 5%
To say the research into success rates of AA is controversial would be putting it mildly.
There are some studies saying the success rate is as low as 5%
“Peer reviewed studies peg the success rate of AA somewhere between five and 10 percent,” writes the author of The Sober Truth: Debunking the Bad Science Behind 12-Step Programs and the Rehab Industry “About one of every 15 people who enter these programs is able to become and stay sober.”
While studies by the ASAM peg the number at closer to 10%
The AA themselves in 2014 reported that 27% of members are sober for less than a year and a further 24% remained sober less than 5 years.
If the statistics behind success rates are a deciding factor for you then I highly recommend you read the studies cited in the below wikipedia article
Effectiveness of Alcoholics Anonymous
Alternatives to AA and the 12 Step Program
There are countless alternatives to AA and their recommended 12 step program. Unfortunately none of them will have the reach of AA so you may have some difficulty in finding a local meeting.
I haven’t tried any of these (with the exception of reading Allen Carr’s book) as unfortunately there are none near to me. Therefore I will just share with you the official descriptions of each and suggest that you complete further research if you are interested in learning more.
Just to note some of these are alternatives to the group support aspect of AA while some are alternatives to the 12 step program as a means of quitting drinking.
Smart Recovery – “Self-Management And Recovery Training (SMART) is a global community of mutual-support groups. At meetings, participants help one another resolve problems with any addiction (to drugs or alcohol or to activities such as gambling or over-eating). Participants find and develop the power within themselves to change and lead fulfilling and balanced lives guided by our science-based and sensible 4-Point Program®.”
LifeRing – “LifeRing Secular Recovery is an organization of people who share practical experiences and sobriety support. There are as many ways to live free of drugs and alcohol as there are stories of successful sober people. Many LifeRing members attend other kinds of meetings or recovery programs, and we honor those decisions. Some have had negative experiences in attempting to find help elsewhere, but most people soon find that LifeRing’s emphasis on the positive, practical present-day can turn anger and despair into hope and resolve. LifeRing respectfully embraces what works for each individual.”
Women for Sobriety – “Women for Sobriety, Inc., is a non-profit organization dedicated to helping women discover a happy New Life in recovery from Substance Use Disorders. Founded in 1975, the WFS New Life Program is based on thirteen Acceptance Statements which encourage emotional and spiritual growth. WFS has certified moderators and chat leaders leading mutual support groups online and in person, as well as phone volunteers available for one-on-one support. Any woman seeking an abstinent New Life is welcome to join WFS, and all expressions of female identity are welcome.”
SOS Sobriety – “Secular Organizations for Sobriety (SOS) is a nonprofit network of autonomous, non-professional local groups, dedicated solely to helping individuals achieve and maintain sobriety/abstinence from alcohol and drug addiction, food addiction and more.”
HAMS – “HAMS is a peer-led and free-of-charge support and informational group for anyone who wants to change their drinking habits for the better. The acronym HAMS stands for Harm reduction, Abstinence, and Moderation Support. HAMS Harm Reduction strategies are defined in the 17 elements of HAMS. HAMS offers support via an online forum, a chat room, an email group, a facebook group, and live meetings. We also offer harm reduction information via the HAMS Book, the articles on this web site, and the HAMS podcast. HAMS supports every positive change. Choose your own goal – safe drinking, reduced drinking, or quitting alcohol altogether.”
The Sinclair Method – “The Sinclair Method (TSM) is a treatment for alcohol addiction that uses a technique called pharmacological extinction—the use of an opiate blocker to turn habit-forming behaviors into habit erasing behaviors. The effect returns a person’s craving for alcohol to its pre-addiction state.
In a few months, most people can cut down their alcohol consumption to safe levels and many stop drinking alcohol for good. It is important to comply with the instructions at all times.”
Allen Carr’s Easy Way to Control Alcohol – “Allen Carr established himself as the world’s greatest authority on helping people stop smoking, and his internationally best-selling Easy Way to Stop Smoking has been published in over 40 languages and sold more than 10 million copies.
In this classic guide Allen applies his revolutionary method to drinking. With startling insight into why we drink and clear, simple, step-by-step instructions, he shows you the way to escape from the ‘alcohol trap’ in the time it takes to read this book.”
We have a reader review of his book on this site that you can read here
How I interact with AA (final recap)
As I’ve stated numerous times in this post. I attend regular AA meetings but I do not follow the 12 steps.
I believe that the fellowship provided by AA can be very beneficial to those in recovery and know that it is beneficial to my recovery.
I choose to bypass the spiritual (quasi religious) elements of AA and focus on the practical tips and experiences shared by fellow people in recovery.
I.e. I take what I need and leave the rest behind.
What I would recommend for others is to do the same as me. Don’t immediately discount AA because of some of the things you have read in this post. Go and try it for yourself. Worst case scenario is that you waste an hour or two of your day.
If the higher power aspect works for you then do that. If working the steps keeps you sober then do that. If it doesn’t then don’t.
Your Sobriety. Your Rules.
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